Where in the world is Sylvia?

okay, cancel that flight gurl. I’m still alive

And no the ex didn’t go crazy and kidnap me.

point blank…

i was frustrated with this love scene and (i’m about to do a TMI) I was horny as hell.

What does that have to do with anything?

I can’t write a love scene when i’m horny. I can do a sex scene, but I needed a more emotional than a physical scene right now.

I mean I had the scene after the love scene in my mind and Red’s getting restless waiting for it to hapen but it was like i was watching em and reese inthe bed and for some reason I couldn’t see them anymore or what they did.

like the tape was messed up in the movie it was playing and it was truly frustrating.

i had to literally put this away and find another way to look into the room.

i found it (after i gots a little – don’t ask) and now i’m ready to roll. (though i could stand a lil’bit more)

yeah, i know TMI

anyhoo, i got a look inside and i figured out why i couldn’t see. in all my story writing i try not to fight what’s happening, that’s why i think you never see it coming CAUSE I DIDN’T EITHER and i just had to run with the punches, play clean up the mess and still figure out how to make these two knuckle heads have a happy ending

(because of thousands of threats from readers that they will hunt me down if i dont’ give a happy ending).

well, i’m prone to throw shyte at the fan just because but when i fight the shyte, i can’t see anymore – well, my brain shuts down because in all cases I do have to be true to my characters and it’s wrong of me to step in and wish for a happy love making scene when it wasn’t one.

(yeah, i just leaked a little)

But if you know me and you’ve read my works: I GOSH DURN DIFFICULT to figure out. You read me, but damn… i gotta live with me so trust me, I’m just as frustrated when I have to throw a bone in the middle of two hungry dogs and watch them fight it out just for the sick pleasure of watching chaos.

So. it’s 3pm EST now. give me about another couple of hours though cause i gotta run down to get something for a friend and finish off.

6 thoughts on “Where in the world is Sylvia?

  1. SHE’S BACK SHE’S BACK PRAISE HIS NAME!! of course we weren’t really gonna come up there! no silly!! u are as complicated as anyone else.. you just let people know and express it in your stories. as for the love scene…. i understand.. you have 2 be inspired or feeling that mood. but u can make it a lil raunchy rather than lovey dovey, a lil mistaken identityish.. jus kidding!!

  2. hang in there. with everything going on in your love life, work, and family you deserve a break once in a while. yeah we are all super antsy to see what happens next but we know whatever you crank out is amazing. im ok with you taking your time. my mother always said the more patience you are the better the reward/ outcome. just don’t take too long now. =) i can’t wait forever. =P

  3. Glad to see you're ok (within reason) – lol; Girl, do what you need for inspiration.I ain't gonna lie; I've read almost all of your stories & I personally like the raunchy….Mistaken Identity type stuff; really feel that's you & ain't nothing wrong with that. Lovey dovey is ok (sometimes), but girl, you know it has to come out of your head however it comes (lol).Welcome back.Gail F.

  4. I think everyone life is full of complications right now. I know mines is but you do get to a point when you have writer’s block and you want the story to flow one way but it doesn’t work out that way. I am going through that now but I think I am about to say the hell with it and just damn write if you know what I mean.

  5. OHMYGAWDGIRL!!You are crazy(LOL) I still love you DAMN You need help. I must be crazy too b/c I get chills when I see a cat in pen fill with dogs. I getting goosebumps just thinking about it. I glad you got your love monkey off your back. I know how that feels. I tell my boyfriend to give some or else…i find someone who will…mhmm! When you get everything straight in that twist mind of your…update. Wishing you well and sending good and nasty thoughs.(LOL)(hehe)

  6. Crazy, you are!!!! For real I was coming up there for you! You know google aint no body friend, so I was coming to 1) make sure you was ok and 2) become a Heart family member in disguse and hurt some peeps up there for you. Glad, you got that lil inspiration, (TMI we freaks too, so we love what ever you dish out to us)…. Everyone need a lil break in life, a break away from everything. Clear your mind and it will flow. You will get it and we will be happy.. Crazy is good and intense, but be careful – Google aint no body’s friend! LOLOLOL.Enjoy the rest of your day.

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